Lay Me to Rest, After — Long After

 I think it’s pretty safe to say I had around 8 hours sleep last night.  And the night before was close, too.  The more I open up the more I realize I have been looking for excuses.

     So, I AM happier again this morning as I began my day while still in bed, visiting with my Guidance Team, no, all my Master Mind group.  I AM so grateful to have realized them as that as well as other ways they help me.  I AM thinking especially about my Guidance Team as I named so many of them this morning.  I had a bit of a scary thought thinking how many more ore on that side.  I AM really thinking a lot how I need more friends.  I AM thinking too how much I miss the friends I turned aside in my clinical depression where I did not want to face that I was not myself and not doing what I had really wanted to do with my life.  So, I AM happier this morning that on more than one occasion in my life.

    AND, I am thankful for penzu — what a great idea!  I am so thankful it works so well, especially in posting to my blog.  I am thankful for the mind I have even though it took me about three days to remember the words heart burn after awakening in the night from it.  I know my brain has been stuffed with things I’ve hoarded for no good reason.  I am thankful to realize I definitely could benefit from some sturdy mind training.  I am thankful for Abraham whom I intend to listen to after writing this and hear at least a couple of segments on “Things Always Work Out for Me”.  I am thankful I continue to hope things will work out for me in the way I so strongly and clearly desire.  OK, maybe I can work on clarity.  This is very good.  Thanks, Penzu!

Now, for wherein I describe my life as I desire it to be.  I desire to have my car (definitely need to get more clear on that!)and my dream two story place with the roof windows in the breakfast room to live along with VibraSlim, Total Gym, a Fab rocker bed or two or three and my Pacquins Hand Cream and bubble bath.  There, I wish to have my partner, for I have been alone and lonely for way too long a period in my life.  And I desire money to come in regularly from several different streams.  And now, I desire to get going on bringing that about by getting traffic to my site.


Luther Van Dross To Dream the Impossible Dream


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